Saturday, April 16, 2011
I Wish Nothing but the Best.
It's weird to not know anything about someone you knew everything about. Lately I've been finding out "through the grape-vine," things that the person can't tell me myself. It is really hard not being there for the people you always were. To make sure their new friends and boyfriends are good to them, to make sure school is going okay. I know it isn't my responsibility, but I miss pretending it was. I stay up late anxiously worrying about how people's lives are now. I wish I didn't, because I know they aren't doing the same. I just wish things could go back to how they were. Back to the days where I could be excited to hear the good things going on in a person's life instead of feeling sad that they couldn't tell me themselves. Just as Adele sings, "Nevermind I'll find someone like you, I wish nothing but the best for you, too." That whole song basically fits how I feel right now. I wish you the best, even if I can't tell you myself.